Today I spent half a day in the office.. it was great for the soul and the mind!
Before Christmas I couldn’t wait to finish up in the office. Not because I don’t like my job, not because I don’t like the people, not because I am lazy – only because I was excited about the prospect of being unemployed for the first time ever and having some down time before baby H arrives (I love the people I work with and I am not lazy).
Well didn’t I manage to fool the one person who knows me the best – myself! I think I have been busier since ‘not working.’ You see down time by the pool is useless as I don’t tan anyway. Reading one book wasn’t enough, I found myself half deep in three books at the same time… well and you have read my other blogs. I had to keep myself busy and with no income I have had to look for ways to generate some income, being unemployed isn’t as fulfilling as I thought it would be.
So a morning in the office today and on Friday was exactly what I needed to nourish my mental cravings. But the nourishment might have been a little too much as I have since come home and enrolled in two subjects for this semester at uni… the semester that starts 9 days after the baby is due assuming she comes on time!
I am calling myself crazy and I am sure I am totally delusional in thinking that I will cope with a newborn but somehow I am going to give it a shot. So wish me luck and send me all the good vibes in the world that I have a dream baby…
And if not hey I can always pull out before census date and not lose a thing – some might say I have already lost my mind right?